i keep meaning to update. by next wednesday i will have a job, although which job is not yet clear. personal realm in flux. i need to find some way to make sense of things. tobeaddressed: sape party/m visit/n/bay to breakers(pix)/film/artist's way(fin)/handfast/sienna/books/m a x i s/ kidrobot/parkside/balls&co/d/style/taste/etc. when you meet someone you connect with, containing depths... it's a good feeling. in such circumstances even cat hairs can be endured. "love myself better than you. i know it's wrong, but what can i do?" and then the sea of voices humming. every time i hear it my heart breaks anew, and that is magic.